| party at johns... should be intersting... ooo night of the arts, hecks yeah... |
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| i think i like being single... or maybe i like being a swinger... oh yeah new car sweetness. anyways letting go of careing |
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| ok so yeah. im in a relationship with a girl who i dont really like that much and now im trying to get out... help me |
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| ok yeah. so i busted my cars but against a tree and killed it. so now i am without personel transportation grrr... oh well so now im carless womenless and still sensless of course the girl thing is my own fault cuz i keep leading them on then freaking out and backing off... what the hell is wrong with me. sigh well at least im booked for november at solomons porch which is good cuz it gives me something to get ready for to keep my mind occupied. but there are still some things i need to deal with... |
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| ok so it seems i only use xanga when im either in a relationship or about to get into one. so yeah again theres this girl who again for right now will remain namelss who again i will probobly not be dating for longer than 2 months thanks to self fullfilling prophecy. this time though shes a girl with issues that are worse than mine and im afraid that if i hurt her then it will kill her i have to be careful about getting involved with her or else i might not bealbe to deal with what im getting into... i have freinds who tell me to be careful with er and i plan to but that may not be enough. you know these entries always seem to be overly dramatic... sigh.... at least i havent resorted to cutting myself. |
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